Lynalove's Journals

Hmmmmmmmm............8 facts thing

1. List 8 facts...only 8.
2. You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now have to post the same type of blog (journal entry).
3. Leave them a note on their page asking them to read yours.

1. Im complicated

2. I say things before thinking ,which gets me into trouble

3. Im up for alot of things , everything can spark fun

unless you live in LP theirs nothing to do!

4. Im small, short, petite

whatever you wanna call it

5. I wanna be a child/teen psyhcologist or a photographer

6. I dont like heights

7. I have amazing friends

8 . I cry very easilly Get Mad easilly Forgive Easilly Scare Easilly

I tag :

Jacarawr (E.E)

Andge (Alo)

Atomicxlove (Hollagrahmcracker)

Cataweinis (Catalina)

Fuck 8 people =]
Jessica.MacPherson

Everyone i knoe that would do it already did

Promiss me?

You hurt me then
Way back when
I'm falling for you again can't you see
Theirs only one thing i want please promiss me

You hurt me so bad
I was on the line
You had me second guessing what to live for
Please promiss me its not who you are anymore

You hurt me then
Way back when
I'm falling for you again can't you see
Theirs only one thing i want please promiss me

You tell me that you love me
Make me believe it
I wanted to waste away
Please promiss me thats the last hurtful thing about me you will ever say

So if you cant promiss me this
What do i live for
Why are we "us"
Do you promiss me this?

R.I.P DOOUUUUGGGGGGYYY

So heres to the greatest person ive ever known
He was so sweet and sincere and wouldnt lie a day in his life if it wasn't for a good reason!
And every time i visited him he put a big smile on...and even know he couldn't talk he wrote to me on a erase board for hours until he passed out.
And i wish i could have said good bye and i love you!

Doug if you could read this
i would say i love you and RIP you were truelly amazing and will always have a place in my heart! ♥

Why does cancer have to take so many?

Lynalove

HIO-SILVER...man thats how you would like it

IM BACK

BASICLLY IM BACK

I CAME BACK

ILUV THE PEOPLE ON BUZZNET SO I CAME BACK

But as we speak i think someone is breaking into my house so i'll cathya later

Lynalove

Account NOT in use!

So bassiclly the itle describes it

I'm not leaving I MIGHT be back
Probablly Not
But i got MSN
Add if you want
&Tell Me Your Name (Buzznet account)

me_myself_and_you_94@hotmail.com

Lynalove

P,s This isn't a way to get attention its bassiaclly what i want
I'd ratehr not have the attention adn i didnt want to write this journal
But its better that you know, and dont waste time asking me where i went
Anyways i got MSN and you now know it
Much Love
♥

=*[ When WIll This Stop?!

You know that saying " in the end you always love your siblings" well i dont!

I absaloutlly hate my brother......hes so mean to me!

Would you liek your sib if they constantlly called you Emo and a Whore And otehr mean shit.

Probs Not!

I really i would be sad if he died.........but i wish i never knew him becasue the way he makes me feel if it doesnt stop will kill me..........

I cant tkae him anymore, & My parents cant do anythgin about it.

Everytime he calls me a word ...............I cry and wish he would stop and accept me for who i am and jsut stop calling me this.

I dont think he ever will

Which really sucks

I'll Find a way to stop it!

P.S DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY AND CALL CHILDS AID AND SHIT THIS IS MY PROBLEM I AM OK! AND NOT SUICIDAL =)

A song i made (pretty lusy but what can u expect?)

Goodbye

|verse 1|
They took you from us so long ago,but I still cant deal
No words can even come close to explain the pain I feel
Where is the reason for this action?!
Was it him or for your on satisfaction?

|chorus|

How do I say goodbye when your no longer here
In my dreams *soft echo in my dreams* you seem so near
Come back to us please, is what we all said
Iâ�™ll dream about you as I lay in my bed

|verse 2|

People said things would get better
But im still feeling just as lousy
Just when things look up,I get pused back down at the thought of your smile
I know it will get better, maybe some day,just not right now

|CHORUS|

How do I say goodbye when your no longer here
In my dreams you seem so near
Come back to us please, is what we all said
Iâ�™ll dream about you as I lay in my bed

|verse 3|

So I guess this is goodbye like Iâ�™ve said too many times
I hope your happier where you are,I will stand strong
Layed to rest 5 years ago
The pain I feel they will never know

R.I.P Brad
24 Yars old
They will be brought to justice
You got us all behind you!
xoxox

=( PLEASE HELP!

So i should be so excited!
cause im going to a FOB concert next weekend.
But im not cause one of the people coming absalouttlly hates me!
Should i go and make the fun of it ? or be like really upset and quite and not enjoy myself?

P.S
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?

need majour help on that one!

any suggestions on both of thense problems?!

Nightmares?

I wont bite my tongue like everyone else affraid of what you may do or say.
Ill let you have all ive got nothing less all my anger out.
I'm not affraid of you, come on just push it,push me one more time.
If you want it, show your face.
I can beat you.
Dont underestimate me because im small, you'd be surprised!

Nightmares! ^^^^^^
Describes them perfectlly!
Agreed?!

What'cha think?! =)

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These past weeks have been really bizzare.. Things/People have been changing. Maybe its better earlier then later! I didn't expect me to acctually feel so happy its happening! I think its better this way anyways!=)

Maciiee/lynalove! <3

Much love for my real friends!